Been reflecting on this recently. I respect the artform and i often to enjoy talking about games with friends or watching videos about them and all that. But the actual act of playing video games (especially when by myself) has about the same effect on me as binge-watching mediocre TV shows except with a higher chance of giving me carpal tunnel.

Unrelated: I think I’m allergic to weed now. This month I started getting anaphylactic symptoms whenever I consume any. Like my mouth and throat swelling up and shit, it’s fucked, almost went to the hospital last week because of it. So I guess I’m off weed for good now. 6 years smoking, was a good run friends. But Christ, getting off it is rough, I get panic attacks, nightmares, and am crying at nothing all the time. wish me luck babble friends.