if anything lots of exposure could have been the whole reason. like suddenly my body physically cannot take the repeated exposure over and over and just starts to reject it. I also just moved into a new place and the stresses around that could have been a triggering factor too.

While it does piss me off quite a lot that if this is a long lasting thing I might never be able to have it again, (I dislike alcohol and used weed instead of drinking, so now i’m just not having anything in social gatherings feeling hella lame. and I’d also have liked to be able to share it with a potential romantic partner or whatever too) but nonetheless I know its not the end of the world to not have it, and it’s more beneficial to my health to abstain obviously.

My biggest concern is whether secondhand smoke is a problem or not. Like if I’m at a concert (one of my favorite things to do. travelling to shows is often what I plan many of my holidays around) and everyone around is lighting up and I’m breathing that will that cause a reaction? heck if I know. It seemed like the reaction I was getting was proportional to the amount of weed I consumed so presumably if it’s not enough to give me a high (which secondhand smoke isnt most of the time) then it should be OK, but that’s just me guessing and I don’t actually know.